“I don’t want to go back to Ottawa.” This is what I told Steve the Wednesday we started our long journey back to Farnham from Capernwray Hall. These intense feelings of depression seemed to hit me as we sat at Carnforth train station under a dark and gloomy English sky. I didn’t want to move … More “I shall not want” – Managing FOMO, relationships, loneliness & change.
There’s no better way for me to describe my current state of affairs other than with the word “wrestling”. I’ve been wrestling against my natural inclinations – my natural desires to be self-satisfied, whether that be in gratification of happiness, judgement on others, anger, self-pity, laziness, discouragement, jealousy and on and on. I’ve noticed how … More Wrestling.